I have been writing paragraphs on this blog since the beginning of this semester.However, I have many difficulties about finding a suitable topic to write. I always think what to write but cannot find anything. In spite of making a great deal of effort , I do not manage to find. I look the newspapers to find a topic which is full of diductive and entertaining index , however, there is nothing important in Turkish newspapers. I read my friend’s proses but I still cannot find. They can write very well and find different, interesting subjects to write but I connot. I try, try and try. I am afraid of becoming a philosopher. I watch my environment in lab to find a suitable one but I cannot. While I am watching the other people they also look at me and they look as if they think ‘what a crazy and an anormal(stupid) young.’